the thing is my best friend (who is usually the one who ends up making me the third wheel) doesnt seem to know how much it bothers me, even though i've told her how miserable i was being a third wheel before (this was with other people though.)
i dont think she knows how much it bothers me because i used to accept being the third wheel when she and her ex-boyfriend were together, but now that they have broken up the fact that i am constantly the third wheel with her and 5 different guys pisses me off.
the thing is, she tries to "include" me but when she gets going its just uncalled for and really annoying.
and its happening right now as i write this aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand i'm kinda sorta really like a lot of a bit pissed off.
and what i didnt mention is that right now she's with this guy....we'll call him billy so billy is a local at the beach that we're at and the thing is my friend is completely and totally infatuated with this guy in our hometown...lets call himmmm tommy
and our entire 5 hour car ride down here she was texting tommy and talking about how much she missed him and how she wasnt going to get to see him for like a week.
also billy had been in town a few days before we left and she even said that she didnt want to hook up with him because of her situation with tommy and how much she liked him.
but now we're in his town and here she goes hooking up with billy and collectively with him making fun of me which is really just a bit on the annoying side
and i just feel like i'm not having any fun at least not when billy's around and i really sometimes wish i just wasnt even here to begin with.
ughhhhhh
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